think think think~~~

has been almost a year nv been japan...and more than 4years never been suzuka..this time round..the feeling is not bad in the way..study trip is always boring and tiring..anyway..since boss asked us to do so lan lan we have to do also...not only for them...we also can learnt alot..hope so...unfortunately...the timing is rush in sic and thus i cannot meet my ong san...well...call to him just now and we sharing each other..how's going especially the job...i think in the world he is only one who can really understand me and really know how to cheer me up...find the job slowly...no rush...be patient...everything will be fine...the worst thing i go bk malaysia la..if really really cannot find...not die or live..yah..is true...ha~~ i think many of u did talked these to me..but...in the way..i dunno y..i really love to listen his opinion...he is the one who i really respect and appreciated...i learnt from him...talk like him...do like him...of cos la..i am not him..he is more greater..even now he also kena...hahaha...ong san....taka care la...c u in scm...hopefully...hahaha...
well...yesterday is one of my colleaugee last day....well...even i am not really like him but somehow...i have learn something from him...hopefully...one day i can plan like him...actually this is what i lacking..or i was unwilling to plan ahead...lazy pig...i think most of the time i am just too lazy to think about my future...honestly...well....i had started to force me to think since last year...i can't jz dumping my life like shit...i hv family..i need more and more plan....become me...become someone who is really great and capable...at least i have to become a good husband and good daddy....:) cheer up!!!!