japan trip...

it was always happening..after my india trip last week..i will continue to my another trip which is fly to Japan Suzuka..not much feeling...doesn't excited..actually i am abit down..i think after i married...everytime when i going to oversea...i will really really miss my wife seriously....the feeling is getting stronger after my charmaine borned...hooo...maybe this is call love...maybe i already fall down to my family warm hug...wish to kiss my wife n daughther indeed...somehow..not only miss them..but also wife is going to deliver soon...hmmm...she is really tired..still need to work...need to worry abt her husband career...need to take care of family...this is all i can't stand...maybe i am too soft..sorry my dear...loei...i promised..i will love u forever...forever...