Again..office...life...lie...

Somehow, i felt that today office is very quiet...i wondering why and i realised that because the office without something..without my laughs..my jokes..and my teammate....haha..nowadays working in office like jail..talking ppl will making small report..laughing will kena complaint..doing will kean washing up side down and u still dunno y...hmm....i very envy someone who can pay afford to the job...agueing with superior....creative....this is what i can't do it...before until now...because i doesn't like to argue with someone..and i am abit lazy...:P...I lazy to come out my idea because always kena rejected...well.... i hate my job? Not really..i love it so much...i even sacrify my last high pay job...i use to it..but...in the deepest of my mind...as a man..i still wanted to be like a man...good job...good pay...can easily convince ppl...can give good suggestion...ppl willing listen to u...haha...i wish too...